Life's what we make it!!

You had said you cared for me
That no one made you feel the way I did
Then why the fuck did you have to lie to me?!

I dealt with your utter bullshit for almost a year now
If I was just a piece of ass then why not tell me from the jump off?!
You are afraid that our “friendship” is forever harmed, well mother-fucker it’s your fucking fault!!!!

I’m strong enough to move on cause I only have to see your sorry ass once a month
But knowing that you played me hurt my pride.
I was always so honest and real with you, while you used me like a fucking tool.

I wonder how long you were really talking to her?
I know this shit did not just happen out the blue!!
How the fuck you start a relationship from just 1 week of talking, when we started back in April, fuck I was such a fucking fool!!

I’m not going to be a hater cause I’m truly not
I’ve never been betrayed this way by no one before, not even the man I had always loved.

I can go on and bash you until the end of time, but that’s not going to resolve shit
Yes, I’ll admit it you used me like I was your monthly rag, your fucking piece of ass
But guess what, I know I am way better than that.

You are just another one that’s been added to the shit list who in my eyes will never amount to anything, even if you accomplish all that and then some more.

So THANK YOU for showing me your true colors before I decided to let you impregnate me.

THANK YOU for showing me that I guess you were just a phase in my life that would eventually fade to the back.

 Yes, I am hurting inside because of how everything went down but I’m glad it happened now and not when perhaps I would have fallen in love with you.

You seem to put this front that you are so Christian, trying to follow the word and always trying to prove yourself better because you feel that you as a minority are looked down BUT in reality you need to find yourself and may God forgive you.

So with all this said and done may you two have a wonderful life together. 
Forget I exist, which I am sure you have done so already.
Thanks, for well not sure for what exactly but I’m sure you made me happy at some point.

(Source: apoyadora)

Out of all the things that urks me has got to be when people try to be slick with shit. WHAT THE FUCK did I do you for you to treat me this way?! I’m a fucking adult treat me with respect. I had always told you from the jump off that if anything surfaced to be honest with me, I always was with you. It took for me to text you and let you know that I sensed shit wasn’t right for you to confess the truth. AND you expect the friendship to remain the same FUCK OUTTA HERE WITH THAT BULLSHIT!!!!!!

Not gonna lie I feel so betrayed/hurt/angry. Guess I wasn’t good enough for you. Oh well whatever both of our losses, her gain and new headache.

(Source: apoyadora)